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I was waiting for the stars  

Come and take all my pain  

I am still looking for the Mars  

Crying along with the rain  

I won’t ask u anymore  

For ur jacket when I am cold  

And as I said u before  

I was suffering from love untold  

I was looking for ur eyes  

Hoping looking at mine  

But I was living in lies  

I made for myself every night  

Delusions as my reality  

Month of living hypnotised  

Going insane of my duality  

I wish I stop fantasise  

I am still asking myself  

If I regret everything I did  

The ball is dusting inside of shelf  

I think I still miss u a bit  

Miss all the moments where we talk  

Where I could see u spacing out  

Miss the under moon walk  

Where I was nervous, dogs were loud  

Miss when u share ur soul being drunk  

While I am totally sober next to u  

When u were giving me a mark  

Till my friend come, when we r two  

When we were calling each other  

Both finding excuses to stay a bit more  

I even told about u my mother  

Till ur was hoping I am the one u adore  

Everything made situation worse  

I just kept falling deeper somewhere  

It felt like I go through 100 of doors  

There were a lot I had to bear  

We both have two whole hearts  

But I was ready to give half of mine to u  

Fill by u any of its part  

If I really gave it what would u do  

I am still crying sometimes  

Even if it’s no rain outside  

I am writing looking for rhymes  

So my feelings won’t stuck inside