My turn to Leave

This day was lasting so long  

Both of us tried to lie  

To live the moment  

To be strong  

The discussions  

Conversations, all the talks  

Were they sincere  

Did we share it  

All main thoughts  

My butterflies was never hidden  

They fly yet they bite indeed  

Beauty without pain? Forbidden  

Yet it tickles, there is no bleed  

It’s perfect time to us, be honest  

We want to run, far but, from others  

We r naive, shy, but yet not modest  

Let’s be here for our moments  

I know it’s hard, to say the words  

I know we both pretend right now  

Not letting out the voice, it hurts  

But we r the ones, who must allow  

Don’t we care too much for strangers?  

I thought u said there is no us  

I know u lied, u felt thats dangerous  

I know, u knew, we couldn’t last  

We could try before we drop  

But giving up before the start?  

When u believe we better stop  

I truly think “it worth the shot”  

Who knew, maybe u were right  

Maybe without trying, it’d hurt less  

Even if I hope u cried  

Maybe it doesn’t worth the stress  

But just maybe if u think  

If u really go inside  

Breathe in tension with ur chest  

If u’d allow me to ur side  

We truly could, if u believed  

If u allowed to us to be  

Maybe, we’d be relieved  

Maybe, we could try to live  

U come back to me sometimes  

But now, I am the one to leave  

Now, my turn to say goodbye  

Say “it’s better”, as u did