While u r looking at someone…

I am not crying, it’s just tears falling down by themselves  

My brain says “I am ok”, but feelings r something that I can’t control  

One day I’ll tell u, one day I stop myself to overwhelm  

But now when u smile at someone, I’ll continue play me role  

While u r looking to someone, I am looking to u  

When u feel down or blue, something in me tears apart  

U said “I am okay, I am happy” but is it true?  

Just take everything out on me, don’t hide it, show me ur heart  

When u think u r alone, I am always by ur side  

I am watching from far away and coming when u need  

I’ll leave u when u ask to, but I am still beside  

No need to call me, I am here, no need to plead  

Ur eyes can easily lie to anyone, it kinda impress  

Ur behaviour and smile look so natural, u did a great job  

But sorry, I can see ur lie so clear, all ur regrets  

Under this cover, ah it’s so sad, there so much mess