Who am the I? [Кто я такая?]

Extremely right:  

I don't care when you're depressed  

And never mind,  

Watching you messed and disgraced.  

I am the one who wants you to cry  

Blessing for me you suffer and die.  

Calling me devil,  

Gonna be wrong.  

Rock is bevelling  

No place to go.  

So who am the I?  

The trace of your pride  

By strength of my coldness  

The shadow of hopeless.  

The person you loved,  

Betrayed you for life,  

Pleasantly shoved,  

Left you to die.