I hate myself

I am jobless,  

I am lazy  

In dirty clothes,  

I don't smell like a daisy.  

I want to die  

And I am crying,  

When will I fly  

IN BURNING HELL?  

I cut myself  

My hands are in the blood,  

Soon i will kill oneself  

In a puddle mud.  

I'm a freak,  

I hate myself,  

I peck myself with a beak  

To bleed to death.